Wednesday, June 11, 2008
i've suddenly lost all my courage. i was certain of my decision until tonight. when my daddy started saying discouraging things again. now i'm scared, really scared.
but i don't have the courage to stay behind either. oh well, i don't have the courage to do a lot of things i guess. but whatever it is, i'll regret it. i'm pretty sure of that.
and i'm in deep trouble now because i've got to hand in my scores by tomorrow for recital and i still haven't decided on my pieces. oh great. i'm really panicking now.
i daydreamed about being back in meridian today. maybe it's because i've been seeing jasminelaw too much. :/
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
11:37 AM